GUILTY OF BEING BEAUTIFUL

[Hiiragi rips up a photo and tosses it into the trash.]

... Is our memories really anyone else's business.?I am tossing out the photos that are not of myself or Jun. I'd appreciate it if those of you who found ours do the same.


[OOC: The photo he ripped up was of Soubi and Ritsuka. 8D Someone's still sore over the whole Kuromi crushing on Soubi thing. Fufufu. Same link as Jun and Raikov's if you want his photos.]

If they weren't so violent, I'd almost be reminded of home.

[Fail!Private]

Ugh. I have that erge to ramble. Damned curse day...

Oichi-hime, Kuromi, Yumeno-kun. Three women, three problems. I appear to have horrible luck. With Yumeno-kun arriving to the City, I feel as if the deities are mocking me. There is so many things I can't let her find out, yet the City makes that difficult sometimes. I... I don't know if I would want her to know about everything. The Dark Power, Usamimi, my relationship with Kuromi, her and that brunette brat... Finding out these things all at once would ultimately break her. I've hurt her too much in my time already...

Why, even after these years, must I still feel for her? I thought distancing myself would make the pain go away but it's still there. I promised Kuromi I would wait for her to return but with Yumeno-kun here, not knowing of her future, that gives me a chance to experience a relationship with her that I could never have back in my world.

But it's wrong, isn't it? I would be cheating on Kuromi. Why should that matter? I've betrayed and cheated on people before to get what I want in the past... But I ultimately know she isn't mine and was never meant to be.

... Yet it's easier saying that than sticking to that mindset.

I'm... sorry, Kuromi. You deserve someone better.


[OOC: Mmm, no inner monologue. He thinks this is private but thanks to the curse, it's not! Apologizes for the baaaw.]

The only things I want for Christmas is a new tea set and more books. And hope I don't have to deliver presents with My Melo this year. Sebastian and Kuromi arriving here would be a nice addition, but I'm not getting my hopes up.


[OOC: Strikes unhackable.]

[Filtered from Kuromi & Jun//Unhackable]

... Kuromi's birthday is coming up. I have never been good with these sort of things .. I would appreciate.. some gift suggestions.

... Back in the City again. That was a short lived visit. Jun has returned with me as well.

Hn.. Who all is still here? Hopefully Kuromi stayed in Meriland.

Amazing. A curse I actually don't mind. The snow is.. gentle and relaxing. And quite a few people seem to be having fun.

Kuromi, Jun, don't spend too much time out there. Remember to come in and warm yourselves up occasionally.

I could do without the rude comments.

.. Tch. This is so..

Kuromi.. I'm.. sorry. For hurting you, judging you.. For everything. You asked me to forgive you, and I am.

.. Nn.. So.. please come home? Everyone is worried about you. .. Including me.

... And I think I ruined the microwave.


[OOC: Strikes delete. XDD It took a lot for him to post this. He hates being so open about things. D=]

I apologize to everyone I've been cold to these past few weeks. Espcially you, Kuromi. I was just in a major funk. To make it up to you, would you like to go out for dinner today? You already do so much for Otouto and me..

Speaking of Otouto... You were pretty good yesterday. Just don't expect me to come watch you every weekend~ Heheh.


[OOC: Hiiragi acting like Jun. WHUT. ]

... I kissed a rabbit.

Akechi-sama, Takani-san.. Since you two have moved already, is it alright if Kuromi and I move to the apartment across from yours? Not next. Takani-san warned me.


[OOC: Obviously, strikes are deleted. 8D]